tired of living...

yes.i am tired of living but wad am i actually tiring of wad? idk i might be sick of family?relationship?school?personal problems ?i realli dun know but i know i am realli
lazy to wake up...i know i should not be so negative towards my life but thats wad i feel.tired.today my hist teacher said are u being neglected by ur family or u have some problem to make u(which is me) a attention seeker and i replied NO! as back then i was joking like fuck i know she was not serious abt talking that is mean to be a joke but i was thinking too much about it.whether am i a attention seeker because i do not have much attension in my family or because am i a joker? or am i too sensitive?
i am confuse but i dun live in negetive live i am still lively as usual.well,i had to admit i love my friends more den my family as the same thing will always happen come back dey will ask the same question y are u so late?y dint u cor us?wad is the use of public phone?can't dey understand?so dey think there are public phone all around singapore whye dey dun just get me a phone i always tell myself u dun have a phone because u are unique people whu have i dun have is because i am unique i myself is i realli hope that i can get along well wif her but can 1?